January 2009
51 posts
Angela, what do you think my future husband is...
didnt go to first period; dreager cudnt have me as TA =(( so sad! but as usual, i got my way, somehow. im her TA now. =D newho, rally was actually pretti gewd. that lil boi…im sayin, if he was old enuff, whoa! haha. aftr skoo, momma took me to Q-Cup && we ate calamari && strawberry crape. mhmm! aftrwards, went wrkin out. lost my shorts -__- but wrkd out for almost 2...
Jan. 29, 2009
i ended up not going to skoo. i was gna go to 3rd && so forth, but momma ended up xcusingg me for the hole day. so aftr momma left for wrk, i went to the gym to wrk out. UGH! such an unwanted sight at the gym -__-. but gewd news, i jogged for almost 1 hour! =D was gna wrk out for another 30 min, but didnt wana c that fool nemore && besdies, my ate was pikin me up. before shes...
Working Out
was quite interesting. nevr knew id wrk out for 2 hours. heh, i liked it =) it was a cheap deal, i gess. ima try to go everyday, so hopefulli, that all wrks out. BUT BEST FRNWED is so embarressing to bring w/! especially durin the orientatoion of the gym, u scream lots && get realli xcited. WOW! so embaressing!
im not
goin to let that happen agen..no matter how much of a nice guy u r, it seems like its the same thing thats happened before, && no way is that going to happen agen! oh how dumb was i before!
had another weird dream….weird!!!!
dayum.
i was actually movtivated to wrk out..then i srtd..then the motivation died. wow! i hate doin crunches or w/e. id rather run -__- hope momma gets better && takes me to the gym SOON!
so there’s less && less things for me to say..sometymes they get too private to juss blog but then agen, i dun feel like writing everythin out. this hole tumblr/blogging thing used to be oh so fun before, but now…its boring. ill try to keep up w/ blogging, but doubt it.
Manager (to Rosemary) : “hey…doesn’t she (as in, Haneda..me) look a lil bigger…?”
Me: “YES! so i gained some weight…boo hoo!”
lol. && yes, im luvin it! =D i didnt like being “too” skinny…ew! i juss needa wrk out some parts, && ill be oh so more happy. but newho..dayum! wrk is sooo much more strict now! ever...
yesterday
was wack! lessonS learned!
damnit.
door is broken && so is everythin round it. -_- got superglue on my fingers && door wont even close! never shall i listen to hanellie! gah, was i that desperate?!
fkkkk -_-
im lockd out of my room! && darn hypocritical oldr sis wont let me hammer my way in! ughhhh
so i woke up
kinduh early juss for my doggy. =) well not that early but i was still helluh tired…went to Aborn Pet Hospital all the way in Fremont juss to get my dog a haircut. bout $250!! some xpensive haircut..dun wry, it was all worth it; i juss noe it.
i dun noe y
but its hard for me to show that i miss them or w/e if they’re family. its hard for me to show that i care or want them bk. she doesnt noe it, but im missin my oldest sister….i need a talkin buddi for now to keep me frm feelin lonely. =(
i realli realli
miss my sister =(( i was wonderin if they left…&& i didnt get to say bye. i wish i had txt ryt now so i cud txt her nite or w/e. i miss her! dayum..this is weird fool! ill get ovr this in less than 2 weeks, i noe it…but its weird! i wuda thot that i wudnt miss her much at all, but i do!
the wedding
was realli koo. the day was realli nice && it took us girls bout 7-8 hours to get ready. it srtd at 4 && i was nervous as hell! i dun liek walkin that long way by myslf w/ eyes on each of us…but got ovr it, && it was gewd. picture takin was soo tedious && long! got sooo cold w/ wat i was wearing…aftr wedding && long pic taking, FINALLY went to...
sister’s big day && im here, w/ wet hair, waiting for my oldr sister to finish pisstine’s hair…her nasty long ass hair. newho, i have to go to the mall agen -_-, before 12 to pik up thy dress…HOPE IT FITS! but the most f’kd up thing! i go to the kitchen && i get breakfast..wtf?! “being fat && religious is not good.” thats most...
rehearsal dress/dinner
was quite interesting. got outta skoo yesterday at the end of4th && then went home to meet some new family members; they all seem nice. aftrwards, i did my hw for a whiel then went to the church to get it ready for my sister’s big day. then, rehearsal….kinduh nerve wrecking having helluh ppl look at u, by urself, for 20 sec..shure that doesnt sopund long, until u have to do it....
ur dumb,
y cant u evr go thru w/ w/e u say?
so, apprently im the biggest out of my hole sisters? mhmm..i dun mind. im actually pretti happy that im not as nasty skinny as them. but i gess my fatness has convinced my mom to get me a 2-yr pass at 24-fitness..haha w/e it takes! but ima us my 3 month free pass at the othr gym, && momma actually approves! =)
8:20 AM
&& im home….y u ask? well i was going to wake up later than usual && then go to skoo or w/e, but momma askd me if i didnt wana go to skoo today so i cud get my dress fitted && everything. cudnt pass up a free day tho! but ughhh. tell me y i wantd to go to skoo today! well, i didnt mind bout first period. i NEEDA go to third, well i mean, i wan to. cause i dun think...
the foto shoot was koo. lass day before Jay was gna go to Maine && he took our pix. it was short && ez. as usual, hanellie had somewat the rong attire, hah. aftrwards, got a new bag. finally! =) day was koo, overall. this weekend, bz!
is genoristy herditatory?
apprently not, casue u only think bout urself && blame everyone y ur the shitty person u r. take some responsibilities && noe that ur inconsiderate atitude needa change! my goodness!
im kinduh bumbed =/. y was watching that tv show makin me wann someone special now? wow, how sad. i yearn for that feeling i saw on tv. id see them cuddle, spend their tyme w/ each other && have all those cute ass moments…awww!! =( makes me soo sad && so into the show! dayum wth! hah, this feelin will pass, once i stop watchin that dayum tv show -__- but i like watching it!
bad habits
are realli hard to break..
What I like About You
watching this show makes me wann someone special…awww. How cute!
jay: “I owe u a french fri…”
me: (in my head) hehe, r u askin me out? =D haha
WOW
first warning evr that i mite go to saturday skoo for having too much tardies for first period…at elast in high skoo. oh well, nnew it was coming; always late for that class.
so,
the dress i have to wear for my sister’s wedding is coming altogether…xcept for the fact that i prolly gained more weight && cant fit it nemore! newho, i wud of nevr gotten the shoes my sister got, but w/ the dress && the alternations, it looks hott! i actually wudnt mind be put in it in public! haha, the dress is sooo short tho! not my style! ;) haha ryt…lol
haha wow, she wans my ass! wth! i dun even wann hym!
she’s my new bff =) but she doesnt noe it juss yet. haha, shes freakin hilrious!
lamee
how i was determined to wrk out, && by the 2nd day, i already didnt go thru w/ it =((
so Hollister calld my sister’s fone. gess who called? Hung..hmm..had quite an interestin convo w/ hym too. how weird..
This very morning
*My locker*
H: OMGOSH ANGELA, guess what I saaww!
A: ???
H: I saw a picture of penis!
A: ***'s?
H: haha no
A: Oh
H: aren't you gonna ask me whos?
A: whos? *******'s?
H: HAHA No, you think that'll fit? its from a phone, *******'s is a panaromic picture!
A: LMAO!
haha i noe whose!
maynn! new yr && already skippd a class =(( hanellie is a bad influence! no more!
my legs burn, my calves r hertin, my bk aches, so do my sides…whew! watta jog! =D
Wenjia,
he is too delicious to keep my eyes off! && PS yah, he’s cute. looks like a kid tho. haha, next tyme wen im lookin cuter, introduce us =D haha
Today's Special
wasted lots of $$, but it was chill.
newho, ur tall, white, && handsome. mhmmm! gna miss me some of u wen ur gone going to Maine! =(
…….so ill juss keep it at that, my flirting buddi.
u think
ur helluh tuff. Juss cause u talk like that nd u hang out wit whoever, u think ur the shit. Everyone cud c thru that, everyone cud c how u try to fit in nd alla that, whole load of bs. U try to fit in, nd it’s sad how hard u try. Dumbbb
Without stating names, say something to three...
1) “Finishing up dinner. iknow its kinda late and all but would it be cool if istop by and visit?” <—- i dun understand y this was && still somewat a turn off…ugh, but now that i think of it, i think ne girl wud be lucky to have neone who noes that he is into her. wth, && i didnt appreciate this! i think if this happned agen, i wuda appreciate...
"Don't trip chocolate chip. :)"
“Are you hungry for some whine??”
Hehe, I’d rather have u tho. ;)
everbdy bailed;
Nd I figuered a certain person wudnt come so wen tyme came, I wasn’t all that suprised..but newho, gewd news? It’s not akward round hym nemore :)) it passed by faster knowin that l didn’t needa avoid neone. I missed those old talks nd laughs :/ but we got it bk so that’s gewd. Yah kinduh sux how I didn’t get to say adiós but at least I wasn’t feeling sad...
so ive been thinkin bout it…nd I do wana be that kinduh girl, but at the same tyme, id rather NOT. Idk, it’s like if I do, I feel like i lose my independence nd I luv that, but if I dun evr jus let this guard down, then nothin is evr goin to happen..ugh life! I dun wana evr change for a guy nd be a better person for hym, I wana change nd be a better person for ME.
talkin to wenjia,
I’m thinkin bout wat I mite of missed out on..lame.i cuda had it too. Wen we hugged, I liked that feelin, u made me feel comfortable too, so that’s a plus. But u noe wat? I’m ovr it…hym, been ovr it nd I realli hope it’s not akward nemore.
i gained 10-20 lbs?!?! wth?! im not shure realli, but wth! needa stop eatin so late && needa srt wrkin out! ughhh
i hope
it doesnt shower tomorrow! =((
so i have issues.
i noticed i dun like it wen my oldr guy cuz gets too clsoe to me. it feels like he’s a perv. but nah? hes my cuzzo but its weird. newho, i think its noticable that i dun like bein too close, physcially, w/ neone. LOL i mean, juss w/ my guy cuzns. they give me the heebi-jeebies.
haha i noe wat this is bout =) LMAFO! already? lol
iangela:
Though I know I asked you already, and it’s less than a month away. But something about it is makingme doubt, maybe I shouldn’t go with you?
yr 2008
was a life-changing yr! omg, i cant believe how much i changed. so much freedom gained, independence takin advantage, new self learned. i learned so much stuff bout my self that i never new bout myself. im ovr the old me, im onto the new me. no more trynna change someone, no more trynna prove ppl rong, i live for me && God!