January 2010
32 posts
Year 2009;
This yr was good. Turned 18, stayed a virgin, kept promises, been let down, changed for the better.
Went thru hard times, confusing moments, but at the end, tried my best to stay true to myself.
Learned something new about myself: I am good enough; possible job interests; who real friends are; focus on the bright, not the dark; i can be commited if i really set my heart into it.
I lovee to read...
December 2009
29 posts
Not worth this wait, shud have went to church! -
“My day feels weird without seeing you.. ugh so homo”
Haha I luvvvvv it!
“It’s all right letting yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back.”
I need to be able to srt picking myself up like i usd to be able to. =/
Tell me why i dont feel guilty nemore even tho i still care a lot? =/ old ways!
im not gna lie..im not as faithful as i orignally was b/c im scared of getting hurt..
Your parents scare me now =(
Always comparing =/…at least lately!
sooo bad w/ money!
had bout $200, now a lil less than $30! wowwwow!
(x) stayed single for the whole year (x) made out in/on a car () kissed in the snow ( ) celebrated Halloween (x) kissed in the rain ( ) had your heart broken ( ) broke someone else’s heart () had a stalker (x) went over the minutes on your cell phone () had a good relationship with someone (x) someone questioned your sexual orientation () gotten pregnant () had an abortion (x) have a relationship...
I really am never satisfied w/ myself..
Why?
Idk y but i keep going bk to it..seems like im purposely tryna hurt myself -_-
im scared to hurt.. ima try my bestest to not take him serious, which came easily for me&the others..
I regret being nice. -_-
This hurts…lightweight-ish
wowowow! i take it bk. ur the same like everyone else.
Not worthh it!
you make me laugh tho, even thru ur dumb dorkiness. (=
Learning bout Alzheimer’s. Reminds me of my mommy ;(
I dont want a toy nemore, I want something legit now. =0
That was ridiculous!
I wasnt going to even have another sat skoo if it werent for a certain someone who had to insist on clearing her cuts -__________________-. Fk! I already quit that job that I had for only 4 days! I wasted helluh $$ for that job too. I HOPEEEE i get paid for having suffered thru it all =(. Good luck u guys on that job. I noe, i fail =/.
So glad im somewat wrking in the food buisness..im not going to be losing weight for being so busy.
tmrw: wake up @5AM, get home frm church @7AM, get ready for skoo, ...
I feel like im trying to prove that i am capable of taking it on. Hope u can see it.
Im scared of showin/lettin my feelings show this one more time, but maybe its different?..one thing tho, im not gna fight for it.
For psyhcology
“Now matter how successful, assertive, or powerful some women are, the moment they become involved with a man they begin to give up parts of themselves — their social life, their time alone, their spiritual practice, their beliefs and values. They begin to dissapear.”
Deng tho! Thats some scary shiit..
“Ironically, you may be afraid of the very thing you long for. Afraid...
Krystle
i try…but it was jus instinct ok!
Guy: “Do you have a man?”
Me: “Oh no way!”
………….i didnt really lie, but all bad =(