So at one point, ive come to notice that i dont care anymore. I dont care about them worrying, them staying up, them hurting…i dont care about the threats they’ve told me or the many restrictions they’ve put onto me. I’ve heard so much of it all that I have become immune to all of it…but honestly, on some level, i still do care. I care so much and thats one thing i hate about myself, that i care -_- i wish i didnt care because that way, i wouldnt have that fear anymore. But then again, they are family and what could you do without family? I just hate how they’re pushing me away without even noticing it.